...so totally doesn't make sense but it totally does. Today I just realized...or re-realized rather that I have to be in a work environment where I feel valued, comfortable to be exactly me, and where I feel a sense of purpose. Right now I'm sitting in this stupid club room which is my "office" while i'm at my practicum...and I just don't know why I'm here. I have absolutely no reason for being in this space. And...I think I'm a little emotionally jacked 'cause I feel that evil red visitor on her way...but other than that...I think my feelings are totally valid.
And it doesn't help that my classmate who works here regularly doesn't share these same sentiments at all. So I can't even share my misery with anyone...or find someone else who we can be each other's support system.
It's quittin' time. Let me not waste any more energy on this subject.
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