...but I'm not...I don't know if complaints is necessarily the word...but definitely I am full of negative feelings towards my fictitious work at Gainesville. I am a student worker. I spent all Monday making copies and and creating labels to send out mailings....BUSY WORK...and I definiltey just read a really long email from the lady i'm supposed to be working with...and she's talking about all the things she's doing...and the Ebonii...what's she doing?!? Ordering freakin' certificates! So wack.....I'm at my wits end...and I really need to say something to someone 'cause I am not going to make it if things continue this way. I'm totally gonna stop coming here...'cause I don't need to be wasting countless dollars on gas, when they don't have me doing anything...or what they do have me doing is stuff that could be done by a friggin' student worker.
In other news...I'm ....actually I got nothing. I'm really tired....like really tired. All I wanna do most days is sleep. And the little sleep I am getting is not very restful b/c I can't manage to turn my brain off for long enough to get calm. Yesterday...actually two days ago...the new Director of the department told me that I stress him out...and I was just being regular old me....he was like...are you ok...and I'm thinking to myself...yeah...I'm good. He was like you see on edge...and the worst part is, I can't completely disagree with that statement...b/c to a degree I am on edge...I have ideas...big ideas and grand plans and I'm not sure how to bring them to fruition....and how to pause things right now and be able to do that. It's quite depressing actually....not depressing...but disconcerting I don't have enough hours in the day in my life.
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