I started this once before

So I began this blog a while back...meaning earlier today, but something weird happened on the computer I was working on, and the computer froze and so there went the entry...I think that's probably a good thing, 'cause it was going downhill that entry was...right now...I still have some of those same sentiments/ideas or whatever...ok...so where I got interrupted before I was saying it's exciting that Kendra and Brittany are graduated and on the bigger and better things...aka becoming adults and getting jobs and such...and technically I should be great on that too...well...I haven't graduated yet...but that's just around the corner...but honestly Ebonii isn't ecstatic about the working part...I feel like I'm...I don't know...I have a lot of things I want to do...granted I don't have money to do them....but I really have things I want to do...I want to travel. And I want to dance. And I want to travel some more. And I want to write a book. And I want to just do things that I've never done before, and see people and places I've never seen before...and on top of all of that...I have no clue where I want to work and live. I had a clue...but things keep changing...Brittany's lookin' for a solo spot, which makes sense since I won't be here for another year....and besides I don't feel like it'd work out b/c of the seriousness of the T-B show...so ok...that's fine...but then I don't have space at my casa...and I don't particularly want to go back to the house anyway...and on top of that looking online right now at the Student Affairs jobs...wait...amend that...at jobs that I actually want to do....they're not here...and I know now is not a year from now...but I can't help but feel like I need to be prepared in the event that now looks like a year from now will look. Anyway...I have tasks I want to complete...and this whole "real life/real world" things is comin' all too fast. I kinda want to take a sabbatical.