...really just felt like your life is on repeat? I know that makes no sense, but I promise it really does. I'm sitting in my office really feeling like I am purposeless...so under normal circumstances one would say, "hey, go talk to someone and ask them if you can help them out"...well...right circumstances aren't quite normal...I feel like everyone knew I was coming, but they didn't know I was coming...I'm here...I have a meeting w/ my supervisor (which she wasn't originally my super)...but I meet with her...and we talk and she gives me one set of "duties"...then I talk to her boss and she gives me a different/yet the same set of duties...with her I get more clarity...but I'm nervous that since my boss gave me one set...there are others around who aren't aware of the more clear set of duties...make sense...no? read it again...b/c it so does...I'm supposedly supervising someone...but I'm fairly certain she doesn't know that...now how on earth am I to broach that there subject...and on top of that...that memo came from big boss...does little boss have that same understanding? Come on communication...happen. The things I want to complain about, but refuse to...I definitely wrote a journal entry about last year in the summer...and in that entry I mentioned that I wrote another entry the year before expressing similar sentiments...weird...I must remove myself from this cycle. Pero...como? Boo. Boo. Boo.
I need to find the good part of today...quickly.
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