I feel like...

...tears will be shed in the very near future. I'm at that breaking point I feel. I'm so much in the position of not caring anymore and not wanting to be in this place at this time...and just not wanting to deal with any of this. I keep trying to tell myself that after this semester I don't have to work with these people anymore, but that's not helping at all...b/c all I can think about is the fact that I will have to be here and deal with this s*** for almost 5 more weeks. You go from not talking to me at all to talking to me like I'm an idiot and I'm stupid and you find great joy in pointing out all of the things I may or may not (b/c you never seem to know) be doing wrong. I just want to yell at you and do all of these things and say a ton of things that I cannot...and I hate feeling so powerless.