I am the way I am, 'cause I am the way I am. The ultimate tautology.
For me, honestly, there is no real explanation.
For me, honestly, there is no real explanation.
12.31.2009
the future is upon us
So today is New Year's Eve...I am happy. I am. I am excited for things to come. I'm even more excited that this is closing in on the time I'm having to stay in Georgia. I'm a little scared of the unknown (of course) and I'm just...impatiently-patiently waiting for what will....what will become of me, my life, my relationships, my friends, my family, my future.....ah, there's just so much! And interestingly enough I feel like this portion of my life is moving rather rapidly. Though I'm happy about that in one sense, cause I'm so ready to get my professional life on...I'm not ready I fear...I'll have to like legit be an adult and whoa. Why am I totally thinking really hard about where I'll be working when I finish school (NEXT MAY) and where and with whom I'll be living. Brittany and I have been discussing living together since the two of us will be real adults and out of school and working for real. I think we can do it. I think with separate rooms and separate bathrooms we're a perfect pair. I think I'm most anal cleanliness of the bathroom and sleeping space, so if we're apart in that regard there's no need for tiffs. It'll be good. Great actually. Though I enjoy living with myself, I think it'll be great to live with someone I like and care about and who likes similar things as me...or who will at leas humor me, and vice versa. And we have history. It'll be so great. And we can cook and entertain guests. I'm excited. I'm perusing apartment finder.com right now. I figure she and I can live in a townhouse maybe...or since she's done this year, maybe in an apartment that has 1-bedrooms and spacious 2-bedrooms and I'll just come into the picture post graduation. Who knows...I dunno...I'm going to try to focus on the current future...me finishing this semester, gettin' an internship (hopefully in town) and finishing grad school in general. Ok. done.
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