I am the way I am, 'cause I am the way I am. The ultimate tautology.

For me, honestly, there is no real explanation.

10.04.2010

I used to...

...plan my life around my work. I looked at my work schedule, and my class schedule, and my student's meeting schedules, and that's how I decided how much free time I had and when I could do other things for myself...I have found that now I am doing the opposite. I can't go to a student group's meeting b/c I have dance...or I'll go but leave early to get to my class. I am absent and quasi-absent-minded all b/c there are things that I want to do for and with myself that I have placed as more important than the work that I am supposed to be doing...